Vain... What it means...

Does it ever occure to you that all you did thus far were all pointless?

Ever felt that all you have done has lost the meaning it used to have?

That is what people call... In vain... Or a vain attempt....

It means whatever you have been doing... has lost its meaning... purpose... objective...

Its.... empty.....

Fallen into void... it holds no definition whatsoever...

You will not see the result you expect to see...

So why we still do things like this?

Why are humans stupid enough to do pointless stuff like these?

Every millenium... Every decade.. Every year...

Every month... Every day... Every hour

Every moment...

All i wanted... all i really wanted...

Was just your smile...

Was just your praise...

Was just your dependance...

Was just your trust...

All of it... i never expect them to be easy to have...

Simple but yet barely reachable...

Seconds... Minutes... Hours... Days... Weeks... Months...

I've poured all i have into those so-called measurements of time...

Ever since the begining... i knew it will all end in vain...

So Why? Why?

Why did i even try?

Believing a miracle might happen?

Deep down inside... i know there were no miracles...

Deep down inside... i knew the void...

Deep down inside...

Deep...

But still i did it...

Unable to find the answer... I gave up...

Now... i dwell in the detested void i speak of...

Dormant...

Waiting...

Sleeping until the day where meaning finds its way to me...

To finally free me from vain...

i continue waiting...