Vain... What it means...

Does it ever occure to you that all you did thus far were all pointless?

Ever felt that all you have done has lost the meaning it used to have?

That is what people call... In vain... Or a vain attempt....

It means whatever you have been doing... has lost its meaning... purpose... objective...

Its.... empty.....

Fallen into void... it holds no definition whatsoever...

You will not see the result you expect to see...

So why we still do things like this?

Why are humans stupid enough to do pointless stuff like these?

Every millenium... Every decade.. Every year...

Every month... Every day... Every hour

Every moment...

All i wanted... all i really wanted...

Was just your smile...

Was just your praise...

Was just your dependance...

Was just your trust...

All of it... i never expect them to be easy to have...

Simple but yet barely reachable...

Seconds... Minutes... Hours... Days... Weeks... Months...

I've poured all i have into those so-called measurements of time...

Ever since the begining... i knew it will all end in vain...

So Why? Why?

Why did i even try?

Believing a miracle might happen?

Deep down inside... i know there were no miracles...

Deep down inside... i knew the void...

Deep down inside...

Deep...

But still i did it...

Unable to find the answer... I gave up...

Now... i dwell in the detested void i speak of...

Dormant...

Waiting...

Sleeping until the day where meaning finds its way to me...

To finally free me from vain...

i continue waiting...

A.被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。



B.這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。



1. 小时候的理想是什么？

Free lance secret agent



2. 最能感动自己的事情

If she accepts me... No matter how much of tears she desires.. i'll gladly give...



3. 你现在最想说什么？

What i want to say most is PnC so too bad... Only she can hear me out...



4. 你有多久没有傻笑了？

Less than a day...=.='



5. 你最想去哪個地方？爲什麽?

The place where she resides right now...



6. 最受不了自己哪個缺点？

Lazy... Its a bad habit i cant kick for some @#$#@$ reason...



7. 說說對現階段的自己和生活的想法。

Meaningless... Not until she comes into my life for real...



8. 最害怕失去的东西？

I can lose my HD.. I can lose my HP... But i cant lose her...



9. 五年内比较现实的目标是什么？

Finish my degree and get a stable job.. thats the least i can do...=.='



10.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？

currently默默關注... Will勇敢表白very soon...



11.有什么话想对点你名的人说?

I'll be treating you a knuckle sandwich!!! and AH YI! Dun think u can escape just becuz u tagged greg!



12.你希望你的另一半具备的条件是？

I have nth to ask for anymore... Only 1... Is if she will accept me...



13.说说看你希望别人怎么看待你呢?

It doesnt matter one bit... I dun care if others see me as a useless lazy fat***... I dun even care if she sees me the same way.... I only want her to treat me the way i do for her... Nth more... Nth less...



14．点你名的人是个怎么样的人？请老实回答，优点缺点不可缺。（至少50字）

50 words??? Dream on! I'm alrdy giving a lot of face becuz a fren asked me to do this...

If not i dun give a Damn abt this type of useless chain!

This fella... Nice and kinda responsible i guess... Mischievious at time... For some reason i dun think he likes me the way he does to others... (No hard feelings ya bro!) I dun really have an eye to spot other ppl's trueself... or wat is in their mind... Forgive me if i say something wrong...

Hontoni sumimasen deshita...



15.你的知心朋友有几位?

心朋友有... i dun think i have any yet... No one comes to my mind when i have things to talk to... No one will even notice that i have something to say... Sad ? Nah... Used to it.. Kinishinaide~



16.觉得自己会几岁结婚、生孩子？

Like hell i know... Not anytime soon dats for sure...=.='



17.如果被喜欢的人拒绝，怎么办？

I dun ever wan to see or even dream that this will happen... But if it does... I can only wish she finds someone better then i am (Easy job) and live with it... What can i do? I wud love to just die... But think of wats gonna happen after that... Parents sad.. Family sad... Maybe frens will be sad... causing trouble for others... I dun wanna die leaving those shit behind...



18.做过哪些丢人现眼的事？

Too bad... Subconsciously erased from memory~ =p



19.目前你的心里有没有喜欢超过一个人？

There's only room for 1 in here~


20.做完此“问卷”有何感想/想干嘛？

To whoever started this bullshit... If u freaking think u can gain happiness in such a trivial way... For god sakes go pray to some god or something... Your freaking causing ppl who dun give a piece of shit for this kind of stuff a lot of trouble! They cant reject just becuz their fren asked them to... If happiness can be gained so dam easily.. Whats the use of hardwork? fate? destiny? There will be no more meaning to all of it... So.. SCREW YOU!

Greg... Dun ever tag me anymore.. This will be my last ever chain i'm continue-ing... =.='
Anymore and i'll ignore... Its so meaningless nia... Soem chain even claim they'll take ur life... Or even bad luck for dunno how many aeons... Bullshit... If that was true.. i'd be living in hell working for hades as his shoe polisher right now... ZZzzzzzZZZzZzZZzzz....

I wont tag anyone else... I wont cause trouble to others like the origin of this stupid chain...
But feel free to continue it if whoever views this wans to... Its ur choice.. i wont force u by tagging u...

Never-ending sweet memory

Finally, i had the courage to ask her out for dinner... Well... It wasn't really courage that i finally had... It's the nod of her head... It was actually a promise i made...

A promise i will keep even at the cost of my life...

Only promises i made to her will i keep to that extreme extent... I booked a table for 2 a few days before and lucky me! I got myself a seat~ I drove my way bak to KL and picked her up. We took the LRT to KLCC and reached in no time~

This japanese buffet restaurant just underwent a major renovation and it looked lots better than the last time i went there...

The food looked and of course tasted GREAT!

There is more than just sushi and sashimi!

We explored the place like mice in a maze. It had such a variety of japanese cuisine that its just really hard to actually eat all of them!

One last sms before we dig into all these delicious food! ^.^

MmmMMmm~ Delicious! ^^

There is more to come!!!

In the midst of dinner, we happent o notice a small botle of sakke cost 12 bucks ++... And since none of the 2 of us actually ever tried any sakke before... Hehehe... We ordered 1 to try~ It doesn't taste bad... Actually... it tastes quite good~ It's not bitter like beer... and it isn't really strong~ Just nice for me but alittle bit too strong for her... So she just sipped a little and i had to drink almost the entire bottle...=.='

Serving Sakke like a real lady... Really touched my heart... xD

The Rock! Those eyebrows looks just like his don't they? xD

We had alittle bit too much free time when we were resting before we start another round of food... So we made fun of our leftovers... xD

Ahhh!!! I can't drink anymore!!! @.@ xD

Well, dinner ends after we had our fill... and i seriously mean our fill... We cleared almost everything and 2 tables left since we started eating... Just imagine how much we cud have eaten during that time! It was really a night i'd remember for the rest of my pitifully boring life... If this could ever happen again... I'd do anything to make it happen and cherish these memories more than money and my life...

Another day on the sea of boredom...

The same early alarm from my phone... The same cold i get every morning... The same toothbrush... The same routine... Sooner or later boredom will crush me before i know it...

Why nothing ever changes?
Why nothing new ever comes up?
Why not once will you take the initiative to text me?
Why not once have you asked about me?
Why having done so much and yet there's nothing return?
Why having done so much and nothing seems to reach?

Repeating... The loop of endless actions and events... When will it finally break? How will it stop? What will finally change? I'm here... forever waiting for it to move... forever waiting for it to ring... forever waiting your one and only call...

*Unforetold Prophecy*
Silent as the cold dark night... Calm as the rippleless pond... Still as pauses of time... When a drop of enlightened thought finally appears... The silence, calmness and stillness will finally be erased and a new light will shine...

The end and the begining of the twilight

Always an end comes before anything can be born... For every begining starts from the end of another. A bored and pitiful young man, leaving the life of thrash behind, finally decided to begin his new blog. A never before experience to one who has never touched such a meaningful thing.

Honestly, it wasn't exactly a bad day... The raya festivities really took a tole on the sales in the market. Discounts everywhere! Of course, it'll be a waste if anyone would not make good use of it. From since don't know when, my watch had stopped ticking and so did the time... Time has stopped since then for me. Not until recently i met the one who starts the time moving once more...

At first sight, she's just an ordinary person. Maybe a little attractive but not enough to actually strike such a devastating blow to my heart. When time started ticking again, the flow sent me adrift on its cradle of never-ending journey. Little by little, i begin to fall over my knees for her. For once in my life, i felt there is a meaning to it. Hard as i tried, a maiden's heart is never easy to reach, let alone touch. But i am never giving up! Not until the goddess herself takes away all rays of hope...

*Unforetold prophecy*
A future fogged by hesitations and other obstacles, Stubborness and a true heart will either bring great happiness or despair... It all comes down to you...